I am starting the New Year late. It is the first week I have started to feel like myself again after the holidays. Every year I have been very precise about planning out my goals for the new year. However, after deep reflection of my life over the last six weeks I have decided to change some things. I went through this last year and saw everything I had not gotten done for the year and with deep sadness, I was at a loss of how to proceed.
I put so much pressure on myself to accomplish great things that when I end the year no seemingly closer to my goal, I wanted to hide.
I picked myself up I decided that instead of doing all of these crazy goals for this year that I would just do two. Writing has really been a focus of mine for the last six months. I have been moving back into this passion after years of trying to resist it.
My two goals are to
1. Finish the novel I have been working on
2. Send out some other work for publishing.
I am excited to just try to do these two things for a busy year I have ahead.
I have also chosen a word to help me keep focused this year. I did this last year as well to keep me going through a very tough year. It took me a while to think about what this word would be. I took quizzes online and listened to podcasts trying to figure what my word should be. Last year it had come so naturally to me, but this year it was a battle to come across the right one.
This year it is abound.
Now you might be thinking why not flourish, and I am right there with you, but for me this year it is abound. I was reading a book by Max Lucado Unshakeable Hope. There is was a the end of the book, “He wants us to abound in hope by the power of the Holy Spirit.” (Romans 15:13)
It jumped off the page at me abound. I had been struggling so much this year with hope. I hope that I would get to keep my home, that I would be able to care for my daughter, that I would find someone special for me, and that I would amount to anything as a writer. I had been so beaten down especially in the family losses over the last couple of months I didn’t even know how to stand up anymore to have faith in this moment of my world crashing in.
Most would put it off as me worrying too much and that I needed to have faith.
Let go, Let God.
Someone is coming.
God will never leave you homeless.
These were all phrases coming from the right hearts, but it didn’t give me any comfort at night when I was already to the point I had lost my hope. When too many bad things where sturring up so much pain in my life.
Let me tell you something, for me, I could not have faith until I had some hope. I can even think of when I first came to be a Christian it was because I finally started to have confidence that God really did love me for me before I believed wholeheartedly in Him. I spent the better part of last week filling myself up with God’s hope for my life and what difference it has made for me on the inside.
I have decided to make this word abound or my overflow focus on God. Last year it was about getting through the year and this year I want to be basking in the presence of God.
The top three reasons I chose to do a word again this year.
1. Helps me have focus not just on steps to make a goal but a feeling I want for the year.
2. They are more fun to me than a goal because I can play around with the definitions.
3. It is easy to pair it with a quote or scripture for the year.
I found out too when it is the background of my phone or cover on social media I see it more often, and it helps me keep my focus.
Is picking a word for your year what you should do?
I will leave it up to you.
Is it too late to choose a word?
Never but just so you know sometimes the word chooses you.